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| well myspace is down. Am I allowed to type that word here, or will it be censored? Anyway, I am left with no place to write, and i happen to be in a writing mood.
So who else has an infection in their bladder? no one? i didnt think so. i think i am exactly the ONLY person on the earth affected by this malady at this moment, and I am completely and utterly alone. Do I look i look pathetic and defeated when i exit the bathroom? THATS BECAUSE I AM, MOTHERFUCKER! It hurts. You all should drink a gallon of napalm and have a good pee, just to be able to empathize with me.
now, enough about my urinary tract.
I'm thinking about a lot of things, mainly wondering if love is just a delusion designed by biological imperitive. Also, how Do they get that caramilk in the caramilk bar?
i wake up in the morning and my endlessly goofy, distractingly attractive boyfriend flops an arm over me. "Morning gorgeous" he says, before falling back asleep with his mouth open. I may be delusional, but sometimes it's pretty sweet.
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| Well that radio show was funny and bizarro. I told the world that myband broke up because of a torrid affair between the guitar players and their new bandmates, while excluding the grittyer details.
the new project took a while getting underway, and when we'd finally found strings, the strongs want me to be a...get this: a secondary vocalist. you know the token hot chick in teh band who sings the melodic parts and such? yeah, fraid i'm not about to take three steps back for woman kind. I front a band, thats what i'm comfortable with, and at this point i cant confidently say that i'm actually good at it. charismatic even. Hehe. so i dunno, i'm toying with some new wave stuff, but right now i'm somewhat discouraged, and just hoping that God gives me a present in the form of another golden musicial opportunity. Yeah, I know...
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| soooo starting a new band. yeah, teenagers....my gey-tar players ran off. punks. i have a cute little drummer, and many potential newbies. it's already moving forward, so expect some news some time soon.
wow i'm bored. i'm cohosting this metal radio show in my city, cause of my band's break up...they want to pay us tribute. thing is, i dont know anything about metal. i know what bands i like...well a few bands i like, but not if or why they're good. i have never cared, i've always just gone for music that makes me feel how i want to feel at any given whenever. obviously i am setting myself up to look like a dork. but hey...its the radio baby. and i need to advertise to the world that i need effing strings.
god is doing some weird things in me lately. i am coming to terms with a lot, and back tracking on a few key, bitter decisions i made last year....feels odd. good though. stronger perhaps. | | |
| As our music is evolving quite rapidly into something far more advanced and pleasurable for us, we will be recording a new five song demo in the following couple of months. Rerecording a couple of old songs and three new. we have a lot of free recording time at a rather awesome ottawa studio, due to our winning several "battles" so we anticipate our best sounding recording yet, and I am really looking forward to this.
last night my boyfriend and I broke out the VHS, and watched "Who framed roger rabbit", "sleeping beauty" and "the nightmare before christmas" it was splendid. | | |
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